music

Just because a song isn't consitered a christian song doesn't mean it cant be interperted as a song about God.  I have been listening to the song Where did you go by Stephen Jerzak , and honestly every time I hear it I think of God.

I wonder where you are today, If you’re near or far away I watched you leave again, you led my heart astray If  you ever saw my face Would you know what to say Or would you look at me like I was out of place
Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you run to I’m dying to know Where did you go? Where did you go? Is this really the end or will I even see you again
Do you still think of me or what we used to be When you sleep at night am I ever in your dream. I’ll do anything just to see your face, I remember when you would’ve done the same

That is just a portion of the lyrics just so you can get an idea of what I mean. Yes it is actually a sad love song but to me sometimes I think of my relationship with God as a  sad love song. Because of the fact that I constantly leave him and he just paciently waits on me to come back. Its not just me who runs away from God though a lot of you guys probably do it too (not juding anyone because I do it too). But when I honestly sit down and think about it. This song for me reminds me that he is always waiting on me even when I go astray. Maybe im crazy for this song having a Godly meaning to me but it does.  If you guys have any thoughs just leave them in the comment box I'm always open to others thoughs and opinions.


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Wow

I cant believe its been almost two years since I last posted in this. I guess time has just gotten away from me. I have been feeling really convicted here lately. I know life gets crazy but I have learned that if you don't put got at the top of your crazyness then you dont really seem to be able to make time for him. I have really pulled away from God lately and I have never been more misrable in my life. It's hard to explane but he has really been talking to me these last few days. In this last year I have messed my life up in so many ways , that would have never happend if I had kept God my number 1 priority. Im working on putting him back there and I know that some of you are probably faceing the same problem. Believe me I know its not easy , but I promise you that he is still there or if you have not come to him before he is anxiously awaiting you. He loves you way more than you know. I hope to start posting on here a lot more again even if everyone has stopped checking this blog. Seeing as how its been 2 years I don't expect anyone to still be reading this but maybe you just happened to land on my blog , or maybe you are an old follower. Either way Im glad you happen to be reading this.

I love you all

xoxo