For the last several months I have been falling farther and farther away from God as much as I hate to admit it but I have been. Last night though it was crazy my friend was having a really hard time and we really depressed and God gave me the perfect things to say to her. I was astounded because I never just up and talk about God anymore at least not the way I was last night. It was crazy because I kept saying things and for the longest time didn't even know where they were coming from but after only a few minutes I realized that God was giving me the words. The things she really needed to hear. And after that I decided it was time to starting running back to him , no not walking or a lite jog a full speed sprint. Because I realized that if I just let him have the control then life wont be as hard. Now don't get me wrong it will still be hard , there are going to be times when I will wonder if he is even still there but just like the bible says "I will never leave your nor forsake you" He means that!! If he didn't then last night I would not have been able to say even 1/4 of the things that came out of my mouth. Yeah I could have talked in circles for an hour but instead I had some many things to say I talked to her for 3 hours. God has such a bigger plan for us then we can see right now because he is bigger then right here and now he is bigger then your past and your future. If you let him he has great things planned for you and yes it is scary not being in the drivers seat of your own life , but that is the amazing thing about God. With him in the driver seat your so much safer then with you in it , he knows whats waiting around the corner he knows where the little shards of glass along the way are , and he know when there is going to be a delay and can take you another way. So I don't know about you guys but I am putting God back in my drivers seat. I hope you all will too because he just wants what is best for us , and loves you like you never knew was possible. Keep your heart and eyes on God and he will always be there even on the days you don't think he is.
Love you all and may God touch each of your lives in an amazing way
xoxoxo
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